(All these details, that I have mentioned; I have heard from people of Springfield talking around me for years !)
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Your Immediate attention
Not a day has gone by, that I have not thought about you !
I have never, EVER, made any derogatory comments about any US politicians ! Some other people, are probably doing all this,
just like always in the past in Springfield, Illinois !! I am fortunate to be even alive, after all that has been said by
different people, in the past, using my name (claiming that I said or did so). What a terrible, false psychological profile
of mine has been given; knowingly to the people ! I am not that kind of a person. Is'nt this ironic that these people, who
themselves are buying, selling & dealing C17H21NO3 & CH3O, are keeping an eye on me, to see if I am doing it ? It is as if
they are trying to say that this is their turf & only they can do it and nobody else. This has been their desperate attempt,
for a while (years), to set me up somehow, so that they will have an upper hand! I am afraid; that will never happen. I'm not
doing it anyway and have never done that before. I don't know how to free-base C17H21NO3 & I will definitely not steal anyones
CH3O, by cutting it. Damn ! I have even been accused of that on numerous occassions, by people who themselves did it.
Please note, that I don't have anything against Cocaine, or people in general who are C17H21NO4 users. I am concerned with,
these people from Illinois, who are making life miserable for me by their VOTE; by spreading lies & propaganda delibrately,
to other people who know nothing & by being an OBSTACLE between you & me & everything else, that I want to accomplish in the
US. ( I just don't do (use) drugs because they are dangerous and can harm you in numerous ways ! Did I say anything wrong ?
Damn ! 
Majority of Americans ( > 90 % ) will vouch for me on that. Thats the plain truth. I do not want any person to ever
ask me to snort a line of C17H21NO4 or smoke the CHO3 pipe I would not want my family members or my woman even to get hooked
on Cocaine, or C17H21NO4, and that includes you too ! I want all these people severely punished who have harrassed, hurt and
intimidated my family in India for no reasons. I mean it. My family in India is clean & innocent. I do not want any Americans
or Indian Americans to harrass, intimidate, abuse or have a grudge against them. My family is not into any kinds
of drugs. They cannot be setup or implicated in any drug deals. That cannot happen & I cannot be BLACKMAILED because of that.
I mean it. Besides, nobody in my family is/has been either homosexual, transexual or a junkie !!
People always complain, that I have a attitude problem; I am never satisfied & am always whining and grinning ! I am
refering to all these people who are here in South Florida connected with yourself and with whom you have a very nice
relationship. These are the very same people, who are against me & want to prevent you & me meeting at any cost ! They will
never admit to that ! They were pre-programmed before they even met you. Devils & Witches !
They do not want to see me or be seen in the company of a woman. They cannot stand the sight of seeing me in the arms of a
woman. They want to deny me the 'pleasure' of making love to a woman. Making LOVE to a woman is the greatest pleasure of
life for a man. THEY do not want me to have that 'pleasure of life'. They want me to live like a 'faggot' NO PUSSY ! THEY
ALL HAVE SAID. First, lets stop all their drug supply including C17H21NO4 and CHO3 here and elsewhere. Cold Turkey ! Deny
them this 'pleasure of life' I don't want them to have the pleasure of 'sniffing' C17H21NO4 & smoking CHO3. It is a 'pleasure
of life', indeed, inhaling ( PHOOOOF ) and exhaling ( FOOOOOH ) the smoke, for about 30 seconds & thereafter. You derive
tremendous satisfaction, relaxation & joy of a feeling. Then I want to see how good an attitude they all have ! They better
not complain; No whining or grining ! They all have to smile and act nice & descent, for a couple of years ! Then we shall see !
I think that you should also try & diversify your blood pool membership club. I know that it takes an individual a long time
to reach your level count. I want to sit there with you each time you share your blood with thesepeople. I want to see all there
faces, each time you have an arm around them. They do not want to see my FACE. Goddamn it ! These people know everything in
minute detail about are past at Springfield; and the $$ involved. Some of them may not have also seen me, but they know exactly
what to say and how to say it ! Thanks to Alan Birtch & Co. YEAH !!
I also want you to know that I am solely " I, Me, & Myself ". I do not have and have never had a twin brother of any sort.
I am the only member of my family who has come to America twice before. This 'twin & double' theory was purposely created to
confuse, deceive and infuriate you. THEY did well & mission accomplished !
I shall never hurt you, even in my dreams ! 
How can I possibly; when I am going to get so much 
from you ? So please,
can you kindly forward me immediately, some financial funds $ out of the total amount that you had inititially decided; Please.
Can I also please, receive the rest of the amount hopefully by the time I am 50 years of age; or in installements thereafter.
Please ! I need it urgently, as I have to travel to India, to see my beloved family, whom I have not seen in almost 23 years;
attend to family & perhaps assist family to immigrate to the US. Thereafter, I plan on getting a better Job & improve
my Standard of Living; & Completing my Graduate studies at some State University in the US. I have numerous plans ! Good plans !
Let us discuss these. I do not want any 3rd party receiving any of my financial funds. I want to keep account of all my funds.
Please let me know. I wish I had your actual address here, in South Florida. So we could meet. I have so much to talk with you !
These are the prime years of my youth that have been wasted; my reputation & my life destroyed. I am almost living my life in
'solitude' Everything that I do, is dictated by the WILL of the others. I do not even have any 'Freedom of Choice' left, in
my descisions.